22 & 23’s List
Yesterday the plan was to go to Santa Fe, and I’m so glad it worked out that my PP needed to reschedule.
Got up, got ready to go out to the food bank. Remembered I needed to pick things up from the La Vega shop (they had something saved) so I was gloved, masked, and went across two lanes to get in there. Found some incense too and was too flustered to remember to grab tp or more gloves. (FeFe is going to hook me up with a few gloves, so that’s cool.) When I went back out, I noticed the tire was completely flat, so I really glad I trusted my intuition to go to the LV shop first, otherwise I would have ridden on a flat for waaaay too long. Filled up my tire (gloved and masked), made an appointment at Discount Tires, went to the food bank, and the light came back on indicating low tire, so I went to the shop and waited. I must say I smoked some in the car, listened to some music, and then got out and danced around with my umbrella in the shade. “I walk the Line between good and evil” is particularly fun to dance too on a curb. It was two hundred dollars, I have two new tires, and between that and the store being full, it was an overwhelming day. Managed to do most of the shopping (first time in 21 days, it sucked so bad), get home, give my friend Eric who was visiting FeFe a bunch of produce, went home, emotionally crashed the heck out until it got dark. Pretty sure yesterday I felt some of the first real waves of grief. Also a flying roach came right at me, so that sucked.
FeFe had a concept (painted masks, contrasting colour) and we painted and shot that, and then I played a bit more with makeup and shot that. Felt good to be creative. Glad I was mostly home yesterday.
Today I was up around eight, up by nine, and I need to remember to eat. I started unloading the car, and made the list of things to accomplish so I don’t stress about what to do or if I did anything. Need to also remember to eat…
Move furniture
- bed to west wall
- tv to west wall
- shelving to window
- wooden boxes to sides of bed
- arm chair to side. (maybe in front of wooden box?)
clean out car (use shelves under counter)
put away food
put away laundry
PS4 stuff!
Go to storage with stuff you don’t need and bring back stuff to sort.
And that’s the list for today. It’s time to make some food.
